I Do

Two years ago, on this very day - I got up the courage and felt in my heart to go through with a life changing decision.. A decision that would certainly change my path in life, a decision to open me to a new world. Two years ago, on this very day - I proposed to the most wonderful person I have ever met. In looks, in personality, in mind, and so much more.. This person has paved me a suitable path to walk upon, to arrive safely at my desired destinations. My heart used to be a beaten object, shriveled and locked away in an eternal chamber. But, this person.. They eventually picked the lock, broke away the chains and entwined their own with mine. They put my heart next to theirs, and allowed it to feed from the sparks that eventually re-lit my coals.

I regret nothing. People have beaten us both down through and through, trying to pry us apart, trying to destroy what we have and have built. People have accused us of rushing, jumping into something that would fall apart. They have made it a priority to devote hours, days or even weeks to make our lives a living hell. We both have been through extremely hard times, where all seemed to be in a never-ending loop. But we pulled through, we acted as one another's wings. Where I lacked, they added. Where they lacked, I added. We complete one another, we are the Dawn and Dusk of one another's lives.

This person.. This "They".. Is none other than my world, my breath, my absolute life - DeadlyRadioActive. My love, you have become so much more to me than a friend, a lover, and a fiance. You have become my reason for existing, the blood in my veins, and the air in my lungs. I wake to each day with a smile on my face, knowing that you are always there to sweep me from the rocky Earth below. Behind my facade of a life being lived in tranquility, you ease the sorrows and terrors that I go through. Behind your own facade of a life being lived in silence, I do my best to ease your pains and fears.. You are the quill to my canvas, the voice in my throat, the thoughts in my mind. You paint each day for me, exposing a new start. You are always there for me, submerging yourself in the depths to pull me from them. You breathe life into me.

I love you so much, I could go on and on expressing how I feel.. But the words are fleeting, they are spoken to only wither away. But the fires that dance in unison within our hearts express enough on how we feel for each other. From so many years ago, until the ends of Eternity.. I will be at your side. And even then, I will be your shadow and light to remain as a piece of you for all of time.. <3